Stop

If I were to chose what to do ando how to do it I would rather like to stop.
Sto feeling like a stupid sometimes.
Stop being sick most of the time.
Stop trying to fit in friends who dont care.
Stop pretending it all makes sense when it doesnt.
Stop having no hope and faith in things I dont see.
Stop trying so hard.

I havent seen what it will be like to not think until last Monday. When my mind just could not go on thinking and was blank for the whole day. I could not realize by then what was happening to me but I did not seem to have any word or memory or something, it just went blank. I stayed in bed trying to think.

I am thankful for this life and more specially for a friend and a brother who was born on the other side of the world. I met him through my ex job Lion King. From then he never stop loving and caring about me and my family. He sometimes say things that makes me love life in a brighter way. Frank is his name. BROTHER, FRIEND AND STRANGER. Yes the sequence is right. He is a brother first then a friend although he use to be a total stranger. I am happy that I am just an ordinary friend to many but special brother to him.