Sunday, March 24, 2013

Pattens

It's a beautiful thing to watch and observe kids grow and to see a plant grow taking shapes and color of its origin. I kind of liking the way we look at the pets we have in our houses and the way we treat them. As much as we like them to be cute and follow our patten of living, it seem like we are following their patten of life the most. The different is our patten is not labeled as theirs And we are more tolerant to adopt to the way they live.
Just like fashion designing. Life is more complicated if you want to a patten to it. Most of us live a well planned life, whilst the other half live just enough to get by for the day. Designing takes a creative mind, some kind of skill and scrap paper to sketch your ideas and fabric to try that design on and machinist to put that together. Just because you thought of it does not mean you have to do it. The pattens that we prefer in our lives sometimes are not the right pattens for us. Bad habits are the first thing that hinders us from ourselves. Our beliefs are the other form of distraction to our goals. Then comes morals and sanity.

Saturday, March 23, 2013

Stop

If I were to chose what to do ando how to do it I would rather like to stop.
Sto feeling like a stupid sometimes.
Stop being sick most of the time.
Stop trying to fit in friends who dont care.
Stop pretending it all makes sense when it doesnt.
Stop having no hope and faith in things I dont see.
Stop trying so hard.

I havent seen what it will be like to not think until last Monday. When my mind just could not go on thinking and was blank for the whole day. I could not realize by then what was happening to me but I did not seem to have any word or memory or something, it just went blank. I stayed in bed trying to think.

I am thankful for this life and more specially for a friend and a brother who was born on the other side of the world. I met him through my ex job Lion King. From then he never stop loving and caring about me and my family. He sometimes say things that makes me love life in a brighter way. Frank is his name. BROTHER, FRIEND AND STRANGER. Yes the sequence is right. He is a brother first then a friend although he use to be a total stranger. I am happy that I am just an ordinary friend to many but special brother to him.